Journal Entry Tuesday, March 18, 2003
On Being Pricked...Another Finger Works Update... just don't wanna sound redundant...
I really can't recall how or when I met Rose. Rose Rivera, to be exact, real name or not, who gives a damn. All I know is, she's been givin' me one hellova piece of her mind everytime... Never a time did we agree on anything. I hate her guts, and she despises mine. She detests my views, I abhor hers... I loathe her standpoints, she can't stand my notions. If words could really do kill, we'd both bled to death. *Sheesh...*
One thing sure, though, I never disliked conversing with her. She's someone worth arguing with... Worth the talk, worth the load... I wonder when she'd call back... Roses do have thorns... tsk... tsk... tsk...
scribbled by angstfeardoubt at 3:47 PM
Journal Entry Monday, March 17, 2003
I got this somewhere, does make sense... hehehe...More Beer...
A herd of buffalo can move only as fast as the slowest buffalo, and when the herd is hunted, it is the slowest and weakest ones at the back that are killed first. This natural selection is good for the herd as a whole, because the general speed and health of the whole group keeps improving by the regular culling of the weakest members.
In much the same way the human brain can only operate as fast as the slowest brain cells. Excessive intake of alcohol, we all know, kills off brain cells, but naturally it attacks the slowest and weakest brain cells first.
In this way, regular consumption of beer eliminates the weaker brain cells, constantly making the brain a faster and more efficient machine.
You just gotta love that!!!
scribbled by angstfeardoubt at 8:38 PM
Finger Works... (Another Update)
Well, I met Khe-anne on TXTUBE *ho-hummm* while watchin' a kid show (What Doraemon's doin' late night is nanov my b'sness...). Know those SMS chatscreens on TV? That's the one. Why I watched it? Beats me. Sortova sordid idea, but I'm glad I did. At least I'm gettin' a li'l bit diverted from thinkin' of what my *@#!%* ex did to me.
scribbled by angstfeardoubt at 3:37 PM
Journal Entry Sunday, March 16, 2003
Finger Works... (Update)(Aaaaah, flex those fingers)
A few days ago, I met a certain Khe-anne de los Santos through SMS (where else?). She's a real talker, kinda freaks me out. I go dumbmute once she starts to chatter about all da li'l things and everythin' goin on in her world. Dunno, I just like the way she talks...(Ei!!! Don't get any ideas!!! @#$&*!!!) Kinda different when I talk to Rose... But that's another story... :p
scribbled by angstfeardoubt at 9:02 PM
Finger Works...
Ehrmmmm... my system's still down after severing my connections with my ex. And since I'm in need of booting up my OS, my dormant fingers have been revived from their long slumber to engage in the rigorous toil of texting...(ahehehe!!!) Funny that what I once thought as "cheesy" (i sunk this idea into my head when i still had my gf... just to stop her from nagging...), is what's keepin' me from total system crash... My *damn* cellphone's memory is once again actively employed (huweh!!!) and almost battered (exaggerated ata masyado...). Dunno how long it can hold... Sabagay, mura na nga lang pala ang SIM card ngayon, may kisses pa... hehehehe.
scribbled by angstfeardoubt at 7:23 PM
Journal Entry Friday, March 14, 2003
just hooked... damn...Until I Fall Away
Artist: Gin Blossoms
I want to tell if I am or am not myself
It's hard to know how far or if at all could go
Waiting far too long for something I forgot was wrong
I don't know all the answers I think that I'll find
Or have it within the time but it's all that I'll have in mind
Until I fall away
That won't keep us waiting long
Until I fall away
I don't know what to do anymore
Until I fall away
My fear pretend that I'll never be in love again
It's real to me but not like these fools and not like this scene
I won't find or have it within the time
If it's all rusted and fade in the spot where we fell
Where I thought I'd left behind
It's loose now but we could try
Until I fall away
I won't keep us waiting long
Until I fall away
I don't know what to do anymore
Until I fall away
When there's no good answers
To those new questions
Another personal disaster
There's nowhere to go but down
i think i'm gonna be sick... (pukes)
scribbled by angstfeardoubt at 8:01 PM
Just another lousy day at work.... still feelin' drowsy since i haven't had any sleep since last Friday morning. Maybe i shouldn't have accepted my damn boss's offer for overtime. I think i'm gonna have a fever... aaaaaargh!!! I'd better turn off my cellphone before anyone would try crap me out into work stuff again... Or maybe switch it to silent... Or call divert... (grins) tehehehehehehe... (evil laugh) bwahahahahahahahaha!!!
scribbled by angstfeardoubt at 7:53 PM
Journal Entry Tuesday, March 11, 2003
Sorry for posting this, but I simply loved this song...Competition Smile
Artist: Gin Blossoms
Looking up I saw nothing
But blue in the bluest sky
And now it's creeping across my eye
Going down in my mind, down in my mind
I'm high and I'm hopeless
So help me to get untied
Fast asleep now I'm going blind
Falling down in my mind, down in my mind
Just fine
Emulate the style
A competition smile
Now I'm running, not looking
And opening up my brain
Where it's easy to lose my name
Looking dumb in the rain, dumb in the rain
I'm hoping you'll notice
That no one else helps me grow
Oh, it's not easy to let you know
What I'm dying to show
Dying until you know
Pretending all the while
A competition smile
Now I've thrown something far
And it haunts me like a curse
I'm like a stone
Falling hard
And I'm only getting worse
Looking up I saw nothing
But blue in the bluest sky
And now it's creeping across my eye
And going down in my mind, down in my mind
I'm high and I'm hopeless
So help me to get untied
Fast asleep now I'm going blind
Falling down in my mind, down in my mind
Just fine
Pretending all the while
A competition smile
I'm hiding high...
nakakarelate lang siguro ako... ewan... :P
scribbled by angstfeardoubt at 2:05 AM
This blog has been around for a while now (I created this last year, October, I guess...), yet this is my first post. Never had time to enter anything in here. Perhaps I was busy or something... Was I? dunno. Xcept for playing Warcraft III and work. I just lost my gf so...
scribbled by angstfeardoubt at 1:56 AM
